Sunday, October 21, 2007

Dreams - They show your Future


I felt it my right to dream so,

I felt it was a peek i had at

The secrets my future held in store...


I felt a great thrill, at the future to go

For I had an uncertain knowledge

of the many happy feels, life had to pour


I Dreamt in the wierdest way

possible, Ironical as ever

In the dead of the night


I Dreamt in the pleasent of days

Dreaming of all the good things i faced

Under the magical glory of the light


Dreams , Yes they were,

Some say are the deepest desires

That I truly yearn from within..


Never before, Yes Yeah...

Some say they are the look into

The glories of the future that I win

Friday, October 19, 2007

Beauty - the meaning within


What is beauty ??

Is it the appearance that can stop your breath ?

Is it the way just the sight of a person takes your breath away. ?

What does beauty depend on the looks bestowed by nature on a person ?

If so then why do we dont get that feel towards someone whom we hate.. ?

Though a guy or girl may be the hottest girl/guy we find them unimpressive just because we have a grudge against them, so is there some inner meaning that defines the beauty of the person.


Beauty is in charecter , Its something that defines the purity of your soul.. Though most people in this world fall for the beauty in looks , such love is short lived, breeds jealousy , brings importance to the needs in love than to love itself. Love coming due to Beauty in charecter breeds Love , and Love only , Love that Gives Importance to the other person than self , being Selfless.


True love is an incarnation of True charecter , True beauty is an incarnation of True Humility


Beauty of ones soul Increases with the heart to see beauty in others, One who sees beauty everywhere will find beauty inside him/her...
Those who fail to see that beauty , will have to understand .. that beauty on appearances is short lived , its only till the specific age, or the time till youth exists.. whereas the beauty of the soul is there even when life leaves the body !!!

Passion of Love


Fires entwined , entwixed it danced

Flames merging from bothe souls flared

Like a dragon that leapt from both

The magic it evoked , miracles bared


The passion of Love and lust

Blended as powerful spells, nature cast

Unforgettable memories, and nurtured care

Into unbendable truth to never go past


Eyes locked , lips entwined

souls embraced , hearts as one

hand in hand , Thoughts together

Natures creations, mysteries undone


True love , True Bliss

True divinity in a passionate kiss.....

Thursday, October 18, 2007

Doubt- Doubting your own soul.. POSSIBLE !!!


Doubt , a word that can break hearts , fix riddles , solve cases , dissolve relationships ....

"I dont know if a bullet can kill me , but a doubt can " says a lesser god....

Doubts are irked and arise, due to lack of trust.... trust it is ... trust may be in oneself , doubts in another person , doubt in a relationship , doubt in a decision we take .

though there are so many doubts possible, all the doubts in this world can be cleared again by the three magic words..
TRUST ,LOVE ,FAITH

A doubt in a relationship may be due to lack of trust on a decision taken , or due to a faulty decision taken already in the past.

Let me tell you a story that tought me a very valuable lesson in life....

Once upon a time , There was a huge jungle.. it had many varities of animals in it...
But among pride of lions, packs of wolves,and massive groups of deers and zebras and giraffes, there was one solitary animal, a single male elephant called ganesh,It was very friendly with an eagle called garuda.. they were the best of friends anyone could find, they always used to go to the nearby lake together.. play there... and go back home... ganesh sleeping under the maple tree and garuda over it...

Their life was the very monotonous waking,eating,playing,eating,playing,eating sleeping...untill one specific day .. as ganesh and garuda were going to their usual lake ganesh saw another elephant for the first time... it was remarkably beautiful that he couldnt take his eyes off her... Since he had never before seen another of his kind , he didnt know how to even react but he knew he was in love.. he trumpetted and ran to the lake....

He introduced himself and he found her name to be shanti, he was so so so happy being around her.. that he almost forgot about garuda.... though the friend in the sky felt so bad that his friend was ignoring him... he didnt mind for he knew how much she meant to him.... but garuda had a doubt... where this elephant come from all of a sudden.. it was not in this jungle before and anything new meant trouble , and garuda knew it very well.. so he told his worry to ganesh.... but ganesh was in too romantic a mood to be pertrubed by it... he jus flatted his friend away saying he was deep in thought.... garuda went to sleep...

The next day garuda picked up the topic with his friend again.... but ganesh this Time as he woke felt really insulted at the continous picking of his friend... and shouted at garuda , telling him that he(garuda) was being too too too jealous that while he(ganesh) had a girlfriend, he(garuda) did not....

Garuda felt too hurt , but didnt want to anger his best friend and he flew away...
ganesh start trotting away to the lake... alone for the first time in his life... and ganesh so felt sorry for talking to his friend like that.. but moment he saw shanti he forgot his problem.. then shanti and ganesh played in the water for sometime.... and then shanti told that she had a special place in mind to show to ganesh ....and started taking him towards the east... it was a side of the jungle that ganesh had never dared to go.. it was due to the thicker forest growth and that it was not safe....

But since it was shanti taking him he went with her... as they went shanti started running.. and so did ganesh... as they did... suddenly ganesh could feel himself falling.. the ground under him gave way... and he fell into a pit... he saw then where he had put his foot... it was a big elephant pit... it had been covered with leaves that ganesh didnt notice... then he saw shanti walk away... without even a flinch of pity.. then ganesh understood what it was... shanti was one of those they called the decoy elephants .. they lead others into pits to be taken into captivity...

he felt so miserable at trusting a new found love and betraying his best friend.. he felt bad at scolding garuda.. and let out a huge trumpetting noise.. in sorrow... Far afar a flying eagle noticed the elephants werent there at the lake...
and he saw the tracks leaving east.. and started following it... as he followed it he heard a trumpetting muffled in sorrow... he knew it was his friend and flew at all haste to the direction.. when he came he saw.. ganesh being lifted out the pit by a dozen men.. and he saw another man at a distance aiming a long barrelled wood at him... he had seen that barrelled log before.. it would throw stones so fast that anything in front of it would die.... he lurched forward and hit the mans eye.... blinding him as ganesh was out.. the others gasped in shock as their friend had been blinded... ganesh pushed away the rest of them and him and garuda.. ran for their life.. they escaped...

Ganesh apologised to garuda for behaving so .. and they stayed best friends till their last days...

Moral :

Love can break even the strongest of friendships.....

Trust your old friends they know better about you and confide in your good friends even about love.. for they can definitely show you the right path...

Friends will always help you no matter what you do to them, dont forget to ask for help even if you have a quarrel....

do comment on it my friends ... do let me know your opinions !!!

untill next time...

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

Down the road called life


Walkin on the road,
that I've walked for so long,
With the walk getting monotonous
with every step ,I sing the song

I look back at days,
I've passed on this lane
looking at memories,
alas-like the horizon my memory wanes.

But at the horizon i do see
a very much younger me,
walkin brisk, enjoying the lane,
dancing to a tune filled with glee

Days in love, truly they were
days of bliss, back then
Now i look back at those days
I only vaguely remember when.

In between a mist covers the path
I dont see my self for a while,
I squint and look into my past
a past ,I've tried deleting in gods file

As it clears I now see,
A few years past it maybe
The road hasnt changed,
but what has changed there,was me

Still There was the tune
only more solemn and sad
No more dancing, no more joy
only blank stares,reflectin sorrows had

The sorrow is too much to bear,
and I see the life I walked of late
I see to get some hope, to walk ahead
But what do i get,is but misfortune in fate.

I lose hope in walking furthur ahead,
I jus wish I could stop my walk here and end
I saw what i've done , and it has no fun
I sit there, and wait , with no love nor friend

Jus when I think all hope is lost,
only a faint flicker of light flies past
a guiding star , I think of it there,
I choose to follow it, following the light cast

The light took me long and far,
to the very long end, to the doors of bliss
Then I looked to see what it was
love it was, that got me through,yes love it is

I saw it then that love was god
and god was the manifest of love
I knew love seeks for u when u r in need
As god showers his blessings from above.

do put ur comments on it.. and what u think about the various verses in the poem and ur favorites if any...

and if u want any poem posted here on a topic u want .. u can ask it.. it will b there..

untill next time..

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Fear - a very common phrase

Fear , what is it ?? what makes fear symbolise weakness in guys and doesnt put much implications in girls and most often or always the ruin of a good relationship.

Fear in itself is just another natural emotion, given to living creatures by nature to escape from danger and make them sustain in such an unpredictable world.I would definitely be right when I say , Fear is too general a term , there are
many types of Fear.

firstly ,

Fear that comes from memory, most people with different problems like fear of dogs , would have had a bad experiance with one , or seen or heard of a dangerous encounter with a dog at an impressionable age.

This kind of fear, can be removed easily , by the person , by not trying to suppress it but overcome it.Like by introspecting on what he fears and doing the thing which he fears of doing with determination.

" A man who is fearless is merely fearless , A man who acts inspite of his fears is truly brave "

( "when i say man , I mean mankind , so all U women readers out there do accept with it " )

Secondly,
The next type is, Instinctive fear.

Most beasts have this too , animals for example the prey always fears the predator.
the deer fears the tiger , the antelopes fear the cheetah , its this kind of fear.
that comes instinctively to them through generations.

Even humans have this kind of instinctive fear, most people have instinctive fear at their young ages, for example in a very god fearing family , the child grows up fearing god too..

Or another instinctive fear to people is the unknown , we people are always subject to fearing the unknown.
"The known devil is better than the unknown angel " they say...

Every child is scared of water when he is about to dive into it for the first time, he fears it , but u will see he overcomes it once he sees its a thrilling dive , and maybe he would even want to do it again....

Instinctive fear cannot be removed by will power at such a small age, its removed only by the encouragement , and support given by family or friends.

thirdly,

Fear due to doubt, A doubt whether u would be able to accomplish a certain task , gives u a fear , a fear that kills the spirit within , drains the mind, strips u of joy... this is the worst form of fear and the form by which everyone , almost everyone suffers...

When u doubt whether u will get through an exam or not, u get nervous about it.
when u doubt if your parents will accept ur result in a happy way or would there be a cane waiting for you , You get tense..

When you doubt whether you are in love with the right person , or whether your choice is right , there is a problem in the relationship.

all these are showing fear...

Fear of doubt always comes with fear of failure... both are inter-related , like siblings almost.

The only way u can eliminate this kind of fear is.....

3 magic words can sum it all up, the method to overcome this fear....

TRUST , LOVE , FAITH

when these three are in unision the person will be truly courageous...

dont forget to comment on this too ;)

until next time..

Monday, October 15, 2007



One of the best poems of love I ever Made , I knew that this poem was remarkable from the moment I completed It , So For any of the litrary critic who finds time to go through this , do let me know Your comments









Every might, I dream about you


Every time,I feel the chill surging through


Every time,I take your call


Every day,I spin lies so tall


Every lie,I say to make you smile


Every stupid thing,I do once in a while


Every glance,from the corner of my eye


Every time,I wanted to tell you bur was too shy


Every heart-beat,I waited for your mail


Every way i hid my twin horns and my tail


Every day ,I prayed I'd see you


For i know my love is true............



Every lightning,told me your face was fair


Every thunder,told me never to fear your anger there


Every dawn,told me never to give up hope


Every hill, told me life was never a downward slope


Every bee, told me be busy not for love,but in deep


Every dusk,told me to meet you in my sleep


Every prayer,told me god might be watching now


Every wish,I asked might come true so I'd ask for love


Every cloud,told me darkness means not sorrow but rain


Every love,told me to rejoice, not fear the pain


Every second,told me I got closer to the time I'd see you


I believed it for i knew..... my love is true................








Every colour,showed me that there was beauty in all I see


Every person,showed me Its always better to just be me


Every spark,showed me to take the first step in love


Every bird,showed me how to fly high and above


Every song,showed me it was right to trust my heart


Every pot,showed that it was difficult always at start


Every sea,showed me to be gentle and fierce at once


Every cocoon,showed me to be patient to wait for a few months


Every breeze,showed me to be pleasent always for you


I believed all of what they showed for I knew my love was true








These every day things I saw around,they made me fall in love


Every time seeing suh things,Seeing nature itself bow


I feel that Everyday Is what I have to prove my love is true


Thats cause love is for souls like you are me and I am you






would you love me If my love were true ??


do leave ur comments

My mind - Mysteries unleashed

I am just an other 19 year old , jovial , in college doing computer science. This is what most people think is who I am , but there is more...





Name : Kannan alias Rocky Bryant



Nickname : Ken



Age : 19



Schooling : Lower Kindergarden - XI in SBOA School & Junior College , Chennai , India

XII in FIITJEE , Chennai , India



Hobbies : Poetry , Philosophy , Physics - all three things are deeply loved in my heart



Sports : BasketBall , Soccer.



First Crush : In 2002 , May



Presently Studying at : Sriram Engg College , Chennai , India



I love to hang out with friends, Chill out, but very shy towards strangers , very much introvert when talkin to girls. Wants to have amazing attitude but doesnt , Lacks responsibility , wants to be fearless but isnt , wants to be strong but is scared. Loves to see strengths in others and weekness in myself.

whenever I feel sad , Incomplete , Whenever I want to do something at a situation but If I am not able to , then I start expressing my emotions in poetry.



But I have another side , A side that I sometimes feel is actually a different me, an Alias that I named Rocky because that was the name I gave to the Ideal me that I so really wanted to be.

A part of me that comes out when I'm desperate, When I really need help , when I lose all hope .





About Rocky :



Rocky Bryant , A warrior .



Fearless , brave , Loverboy , Has a "Hakuna Matata " Atitude , Coolest , Finds the smartest way to solve a problem , Takes up responsibility when he needs to , Doesnt mind getting into action when he wants, Hyper-active and a very powerful person...





Thats me....





Other than that, Born in the Remote town of Kavali in Andhra Pradhesh , India- I barely remember the place , some vague scenes flit in my mind when i think about the place, I dont know if it were my mental picture of the place or the real place in itself. Brought up in Chennai, India. I grew barely even knowing the places of the very city in which I grew up.